どうも。

私です。

after 4 years of struggling in uni, i finally graduated.

though as i said in a previous post that i passed back in 2020, i was only able to attend an actual graduation ceremony in 2021, conveniently the weekend just before my sister's wedding. why'd i wait for a year, you ask? you see, back when the pandemic had just started we all thought it was gonna end in the blink of an eye, none of us expected that it'd go on for so long. so i thought if i kept waiting i'd eventually be able to attend an offline grad. but alas. the pandemic did go on for that long, so i ended up signing up for the online ceremony. have some pictures of a milestone in my life!

the flowers i received from my sister (and her now-husband) and my friends! unpictured was a teddy bear dressed in grad gown that someone somehow got me god knows when haha. though now that i think about it i received that back when i passed my final exam lmao.

i invited the very few friends i had to celebrate with me but of course, in true people fashion, only a few of the already very few actually came out to see me. not that i'm salty or anything but the audacity of them to not let me know??? i know they were busy and had other duties to attend to but how they didn't even think of letting me know that they wouldn't be able to make it when i'd expressively invited them, i don't even get. at the very least if they did tell me they wouldn't be able to make it, i wouldn't be holding out hope that they'd come or i'd know to wait or just head home early. but anyway. very very very thankful for the ones who did set aside their affairs to come out to see me! much lovs. pictured are folks that have been there from day one, whether it was during primary school or uni 



2022 has ended!

i'll write up a post rounding off the year someday when i'm bothered but i guess i'll tell you now that my 2022 kinda...sucked? in general. like there were just more god awful things that happened that outweighed the good and fun. anyway more details soon! probably.

aside from all the arashi music i've been listening to, i've been indulging myself in more sexyzone, king&prince and jwest contents! honestly sz is SO underrated, i don't know why their fanbase isn't as big as i thought it was because they're incredible! don't get me wrong though, i love our little circle of fans. all of them can sing/harmonise so so well, all of their personalities shine through the tv, yet they're somehow all different??? to me they ended up being the same as arashi where i have one bias/ichiban/oshi but the other 4 members are literally fighting everyday to take the position. that being said, my ichiban in sz is shori aka japan's most handsome dude. literally though, he got a 98% or something when an AI analysed his face in terms of ikemen-ness. he's also the centre in sz which was the right move in johnny's part because his face was what drew me in sz in the start LOL. but like i said before. i equally love the other 4. just like how it is with arashi. 5 is my treasure number, indeed.

i know for a while i've listed "last day in sydney/australia" as an upcoming post on the left, but i don't have that post saved in my drafts which means i'd have to dig through my hard drives for the photos, and to be candid with y'all, i don't know if i have the energy to do that LOL. maybe when That Time Of The Year comes i'd somehow be motivated to. but for now i'm giving a heads up that i probably won't be writing about that anytime soon hehe. same goes with the "theme park ft f4" because. i just. do not give anymore. basically anything i listed there before 2018-2019 that i still haven't gotten around to i probably won't end up writing about them. but i'll also come up with new stuff to write about that happened more recently in my life just so i can keep coming back to this blog and somehow get motivated to post more HAHAHA although so far nothing major really happened to me. coz. yknow what happened.

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