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Happy New Year
!!
 Another year has gone by and so so so much has happened. My whole family moving to another country, going to a whole new different school with different kinds of people, going through depression to getting out of depression, etc. Countless memories have been noted down and honestly, 2O14 have been one of the best years (and worst years) of my life. No matter, we are now entering 2O15 and starting a new episode of life. Let's make it a good episode, yeah ?  Anyways, i know i've been going on like an ongoing on-and-off hiatus, where one day i'm super active on my blog and social sites, and the next i acted like i never had a blog to begin with. I also know that i've said this a million times on this blog, but i really do mean it; i'm so sorry for deserting this blog and my tumblr etcetc. (i really am, ok). A lot has happened and i get very limited internet where i currently live, and to be honest with you guys, i feel like i've ran out of stuff to blog about. Ever since we stepped down on this country we rarely even travel. We rarely go out for fancy food that's worth blogging, rarely go to magnificent photogenic places and we've all been extremely busy these past years. My dad got a job, mum's busy with her job too, my sister studied for university entrance exams, and i had a lot of subjects to catch up on for school. This year i've set up a few goals that can help me keep things on track.  Blog more often, maybe min of 1 post/month. I
really do wonder if i can do it haha. Pls bare with me.Open my shop ! You guys may have noticed that
button on this blog that says "shop"
but when you click on it it just takes you to a maintenance page lmao i'm
terribly sorry for this. The reason why i haven't yet opened up my shop is
because it got harder to manage both my shop and school work the past year and
my grades were dropping like flies sobs. But this year, i think i can handle
it.Get sky-high grades. To me this is like almost
impossible with my current procrastination routine lmao. That's why, i shall
try my super hardest to not delay any school work and study all my might for
tests so my grades can look a little nicer on my report. Especially physics
lmao. Can't handle physics. Literally.And along with
sky-high grades, decide which uni&course i'd
like to get into. You guys probably can already tell but i literally
have no idea what i want to do after high school. Which uni to go to, which
course to take, and i'm already in my second semester of year 11. can you
imagine what my expression is like everytime someone asks me "What do you
want to be?" or "which uni are you aiming for?" ? At some point,
i like to blame my dad bc he was the one who put me in a highschool that
focuses on their graduates going to uni (SMA) rather than looking for a job and
never having the need to get into a uni (SMK). Originally i wanted to get into
SMK because all i could think of was i want to get a job and earn my own money
so i don't have to rely on my parents for everything, but noooo my dad decided
to just put me in SMA without even asking me if i wanted to and made me choose
all these hard decisions that will reflect hugely on my future. And now i have
to decide what i want to be and which uni i want to go to. /sigh. I cringe
everytime someone asks me "what are your plans for the future ?". Gdi
lord help me. /cries a river 
That is all haha. This turned out to be a rant, huh ? Sorry. :( with a set of photos I took to conclude 2014, thankyouu for reading
all this crap !
これからも、
じゃあ また！
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